FRIDAY

is coming up
i have my "department" office holiday party at 1:30 PM
and my child's holiday party at 2:00 PM
GREAT

i'm still not pregnant

but we got all our lights up this weekend
went to 2 parties - one that i learned i was co-hosting once i'd gotten there - what's up with that - if i'd known i was co-hosting - i would have done a better job...

either way - it was fun

but i am making tamales next weekend

been working like a fiend lately

i had a dream about a girl who's insides came out and were two pieces of heart with male personalities - she buried herself in the ground waist deep to "treat" her crazy blood condition while her two heart pieces chatted and bathed in blood to replenish themselves - then she was transported into another dimension through a drawer

them my mother showed up to bless me and my little family

it was quite a dream

i am tired - it's going to be hard staying away from coffee